first, it was 5 years back, then it was 3 years and then there is now.. how low can life really get? i really didn't know i would be like that even though there were times that really left me felt left out.. maybe i'm too sensitive? i can still remember in secondary 1, and then 3 and now, year 2, it all had the same feeling, why? all of those who were once close are now slowly drifting away.. did i do anything wrong to deserve this? ballers in secondary school were like that, ballers in college weren't any different.. well, it doesn't make any difference to them i guess.. classmates in secondary school were like that, classmates in college were also the same.. it's kind of frustrating to have this feeling, but i'm strong enough to overcome it.. but please, if that's the case of what i think is really true, don't act it, just hit it directly to me.. sometimes, some of your acts are so easy to see through.. not saying it out doesn't mean i don't know it.. i'm a human and for goodness' sake, i'll know it for sure.. and this post, i would really want to dedicate to some who i knew for years.. once so close as friends but now like foes.. i appreciate the happy moments but since you've made it so clear to call it quits, i accept it.. but next time when you do so to another person, do it straight in the face, don't drag it like a pussy..

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