work had been busy as always.. ranging from the least 8 hours to 11, the most.. today was a day which i worked for 8 hours.. from 4pm till near 1am.. i hate weekends simply because there are so many people, lolx.. it's kind of stressful when u see such a situation, feels terrible too.. saw some familiar faces days ago.. the first was shan zhi, he called me.. and oh my, i almost couldn't recognise him in his number 4.. he was out just a week after enlisting into day 1 of bmt.. and today, saw pong, he's flying to hong kong today.. bon voyage pong! and the last surprise was that i met christine.. haha.. a secondary school friend and oh my, i also couldn't recognise her because 1. i haven't seen her for a long while and 2. i've only seen her on civilian wear once.. haha.. treated her and her bf/friend/brother (either which is correct) some drinks.. and then it was 12+am when i finally realised when i looked at my phone.. did mug for my final theory test too, which happens to fall on 12th jan.. there will be a primary school class outing soon on the 26th.. hope it will be fun.. lastly, work is on again for me starting from 4pm.. hope it's just a pleasant day again.. no, it must be..

Labels: work is killing me..

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in heaven that we cant reach

first, it was 5 years back, then it was 3 years and then there is now.. how low can life really get? i really didn't know i would be like that even though there were times that really left me felt left out.. maybe i'm too sensitive? i can still remember in secondary 1, and then 3 and now, year 2, it all had the same feeling, why? all of those who were once close are now slowly drifting away.. did i do anything wrong to deserve this? ballers in secondary school were like that, ballers in college weren't any different.. well, it doesn't make any difference to them i guess.. classmates in secondary school were like that, classmates in college were also the same.. it's kind of frustrating to have this feeling, but i'm strong enough to overcome it.. but please, if that's the case of what i think is really true, don't act it, just hit it directly to me.. sometimes, some of your acts are so easy to see through.. not saying it out doesn't mean i don't know it.. i'm a human and for goodness' sake, i'll know it for sure.. and this post, i would really want to dedicate to some who i knew for years.. once so close as friends but now like foes.. i appreciate the happy moments but since you've made it so clear to call it quits, i accept it.. but next time when you do so to another person, do it straight in the face, don't drag it like a pussy..

Labels: been fucked up enough..

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have not been blogging for slightly more than 2 weeks already mainly because my internet was done and i was at work.. not quite a happening period, following a routine each passing day.. the most recent event would be the gathering at mrs chua's house just moments ago when we left.. not quite enjoyable to me with that feeling of something boring and empty kept bugging me.. feel quite bad to pang seh the ballers at times due to work, but i know, and they know it doesn't make much a difference to them anyway, i believe.. work had been tiring and tough too.. 8 to 10 hours a shift, or maybe even more on certain days.. knocked out once it's time to knock off.. probably i should be a workaholic to drown all the troubles that i pretty hated them right from the start.. but no matter what, they still persist ultimately.. have been a regular at the arcade during this period too.. always there at around noon.. had no problems with the shooting machine with my standard currently 800+ at best, and a 770+ average.. currently hooked on to new games like jubeat and intial d 4.. i think there's nothing much more to mention..

Labels: how are holidays supposed to be?

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just a brief recap of the many many things that happened since the end of a's, dating back to 18th nov..

18th nov: end of a's / class dinner

22nd to 27th nov: cambodia trip
(shall mention about the trip in future posts because there are simply too many things to share about the experience there..)

1st dec: grad nite / post-prom.. joel was prom king; geraldine was the prom queen.. and i had won myself a $100 world of sports voucher.. clubbed at DXO for post prom.. it was such a small place, seriously speaking

3rd dec: yep, today.. took my BTT.. passed.. woots.. thought i would've failed while i was doing it because the answers were all pretty similar and the questions are so tricky.. haha.. but who cares, i'm done with it anyway!

upcoming activities:

4th/5th dec: volunteer work @ children camp

7th to 8th dec: 09/07 chalet @ aranda

10th dec: back to tj for bball gathering

24th dec: cousin's wedding @ marina mandarin

Labels: packed and busy..

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