Thursday, November 13, 2008 @2:05 AM
life had really been full of ups and downs for me.. especially these few weeks, i've really found what i need and what that is able to drive me and guide me through all my journeys - the purpose of my life..
if i only i could turn back time, i would have done lots of things that i ought to do but it's no use regretting now.. i can still vividly remember the first day i stepped into TJ and my first meeting with the basketball family.. no words can describe such an experience as this huge family is what that i really find a purpose in TJ.. soon enough, we'll be heading out to cambodia and i'm sure there's only got to be joy and more joy.. we've waited long enough for these days, be sure to cherish them..
if only i worked hard right from the start, i suppose i wouldn't be in such a miserable state.. to get out of it and rise again shall be what my life is all about.. i won't really be very disappointed or happy with any results i get because i earned it or deserved it.. what i really care now is how i can move on when i see them.. to walk the lonely and sad path is never my way of seeing things.. life's going to be pretty routine soon.. a's ending in 5 more days, NS enlistment on march 13th and i'm sure i'm going to get my license.. never to forget the rock band and arcade sessions that i may have in the future..
and if i could only turn time once, i would choose to go back to the very special day.. this time, i'll be really cherishing the opportunity and the blessing of knowing you.. we did have some fun moments but i hope to bring more fun then.. but saying this when i know it's pretty impossible shows how much it's hard to forget.. the mind is such a confusing and misleading object indeed..
back to reality, i just hope everything goes well and i'll be happy to live my life!
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