it's exactly 2 weeks before i last posted.. and that really shows how exhausted and busy i was.. study break started on week 9 of term 3 but i self-declared it ever since the 2nd day of week 8 ended.. totally saw no point of going to school.. and yea, i've just got to mug since i made such a choice.. but i tried to go for every training the j1s still had because i really miss touching the ball.. it's something that make me see the meaning of my life.. ok, enough said.. since last week till, it's all about mugging.. everyday will be all mugging.. if i were to find a category to differentiate them, i would use location to categorise them.. i tried national library, bras bersah macs, kallang leisure park, t3 coffee bean, t1 burger king and my room.. i would say i loved t3 coffee bean the most on weekdays and KLP starbucks on weekends.. of course i do always have study partners.. the NLB group normally consists of zp, zh, dex and jon, sometimes qt too.. airport mugging, it's adri most of the time, sometimes zh.. in fact, for the past few days, i've been mugging with adri all day.. it's at least 5 hours a day man.. that's tiring.. the days that i'll be studying in tj are gone unofficially.. 2 years really past so fast.. 9 more days and prelims start.. wow.. and november 3rd will be the first paper for 'a's.. damn.. how i wish i could turn time back.. ugh..

well at least there were some things that obviously brighten up my gloomy days.. one would be visiting the arcade.. lolx.. personal best of 883 now/daytona semi-pro/ID4 addict.. burns money but it always help me by reminding me that it's time to start doing something fruitful - mugging.. and well, yesterday, i also did go back to chung cheng.. took hell lots of pictures there.. only me and zh turned up due to the timing of the visit.. will post those pictures some day, i'm lazy now, and my computer is somehow infected by some virus.. zzz.. in short, i just want to say, i love the breeze around the lake and the slackish days i had there.. i won't mind giving up a portion of my lifespan to enjoy the 2 again.. hai.. and lastly to wrap things up, i received a "commando invitation letter".. the reason i used those inverted commas - i don't know how should i phrase it.. wow, commando for me? cool shit.. it's worth a try but i thought i will just land into any average unit, the infantry.. haha.. just see how things go first.. have to report to hendon camp one day to decide my fate.. it's late now and i think i should go get some rest.. life is pretty boring these days..

it's been 5 years since i've longed for one
and everytime i met each of them, things didn't turn as i hoped
5 years since then, the search is still on
but the journey gets tougher and tougher each time
seeing others embark on such a sweet journey makes me wanna explore the taste of it
damn, if onli i were good enough..

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