haix.. the rain hasn't stopped for long since a week or so ago.. when it rains, it gets so dark and subconsciously, emo-ness appears.. and once i'm struck wif that, i can't do anything, be it mugging or slacking, i will be stoning most of the time.. that's y i felt like blogging.. maybe it might help, i dunno.. had actually planned to mug earlier today but till now i haf nt done anything.. or rather absolutely nth! the best part is tmr is when the march progress tests are.. -.- i'm screwed, so so screwed..

when stoning, i might jus chance upon the moment to reflect wad i had done in the past or maybe recall wad were the nice moments i had b4 this very day.. time flies so fast that i can hardly rmb anything sweet.. maybe jus one or two? life is so so so empty, i dunno y too.. i noe i haf stuffs to do but i jus can't bring myself to do it.. i haf realli no source of motivation.. i need lots of help i guess.. these days had also been quite low too.. seeing what others haf, what others can do, how others cherish their happy times and yet u can't own it and u can't do it even though u r capable of doing so might be the worst nightmare anyone can haf.. can such a process be prevented or reversed once struck? it jus feels so screwed up..

在一年前，
是我第一次认识了你...
但是，
你说过在七年前，
你就已经知道我是谁，
只是没有单独碰过面...
这算是我的福气吗？
遇到你；认识你，
是我绝不会后悔的事...
很高兴与你度过一些愉快的时间...
我们也渐渐的变成了好朋友，
一起分享我们的喜怒哀乐...
但是现在，
这感觉已渐渐的消失...
我好想好想把时间转到从前，
好好地珍惜那每一分一秒...
难道我就不能把‘它’找回来吗？
我好怀念以前，
但我却不敢开口说出来...
等到那一天，
‘它’还会在吗？

Labels: so screwed and lacking motivation for me to move on..

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